Tonight, we own the night
Sunday, 18 August 2013 //
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School is starting back tomorrow and there's exactly 80 more days to SPM. Am I ready? lol obviously not. Before this holiday, I told myself that I have to make full use of it by studying. Well that's what most of us said. I didn't really make use of my holidays to study; maybe for some other things. I mean, I did study, but it's like tuitions; long hours of tuition. I guess it's better than nothing right? It's a nice holiday I guess, spent it with friends & well yeah mostly friends.
The whole two weeks, I have sleeping like after 12am, which is not good. Scary imaginations keep running through my head. I overthink. I can think about a really simple thing and then it becomes like super complicated. Most of the thoughts are of course about the future.
F u t u r e.
90% of people that I met in my daily life would ask me "what are you planning to do after SPM?" I'll most probably be in KL (the place that I hope I won't have to be in after form 5) as the course that I want to pursue in is only available there; TarCollege. I would of course prefer to be nearer to home like maybe in Sarawak or just stay in KK for another year but unfortunately, I have no choice. TarCollege is linked to Liverpool college so I must not think negatively about it. Am I ready to be independent? Of course not. Thank God Trini & Tiana might also be going there. YAY APARTMENT-MATES. When the time comes, I know I'll be able to be independent. I mean, I have no other choice right?
SOME NIGHTS
Friday, 2 August 2013 //
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My trial has just ended and it was..okay. Maybe because we
were given tips on what’s gonna come out so for certain subjects, we just have
to study on a specific subtopic. Unfortunately for some subjects like Physics,
it turns out to be the hardest paper 1 everrrrrr; like I don't even think it was spm
standard.
July has just ended and it’s now the beginning of August. My July was
as always, awesome.
It started off with school concert. It was my final year as a senior to attend my school concert and well, it was the best for me. Maybe because there's that thought of 'Last year'.
This is like the only photo with the six of us, the rest was suppose to be only the jellybabies but whenever people see a camera, it will we a group photo (funny ones!)
5 AMANAH. Yupp, it's really hard to get a decent photo of us HAHAHAHA.
The next day was Mel's birthday bash. It was a really hectic yet really fun week for most of us. I love busy weekends, it keeps me occupied. I swear I felt like a kid without any problems & worries when I was playing around on that day. Pushing each other into the pool, running around, cycling, screaming as if the world belongs to you & just having fun with your friends. Thank God everything went well on that day as Mel was kinda lazy to plan and we keep pressuring her to do so ;p
Yupp, that was how rough we were. Everyone ended up with bruises in weird part of our bodies HAHAHAHA. Like; Oh look I have a bruise here.
July is also my Birthday month. I did not celebrate it this
year because I had a really big celebration last year. So my amazing friends decided
to surprise me; my classmates & Chloe and the gang (my form 3 buddies!). I
was so clueless I was called stupid because I had no clue at all HAHA. Chloe
them all surprised me when I was form 3 so I thought there wouldn’t be any
surprise again. I was welcomed with birthday wishes from my classmates &
they made me tear up already early in the morning.
Last but not least, Cassie's birthday surprise! :)
Obviously July has been a great month for me. Hoping for another good one from August. Happy Holidays everyone! :) 96 more days to Spm.
